nothing is sacred

Since you told me you still read this, I’ve decided to write you a letter

Tomorrow’s your last day at work which is SUPER sad ‘cos then I won’t be emailing you anymore!

And as you know, I’m super lazy with keeping in contact with people.

I’ve noticed this translating through to a lot of my life recently – the fact that I never really see anything through.

I’ve quit instant messaging because I tell myself I don’t have the time (which is just an excuse so I don’t have to bother with talking to anybody).

My email inbox is a mess because I cbf to check it anymore. My food blog & personal blog are practically non-existent, my photo uploads are unmentionable! I keep talking about “catching up” with people, signing up for things, starting new projects …I say I’ll do things but I never do them.

I have a permanent to-do list that I don’t even look at anymore, I’m stuck in life ruts because I’m too lazy to do something pro-active and make a change.

I procrastinate and I agree easily to doing things but there is never enough time in the day to get through them all, so I let things suffer.

And that’s something I admire about you, because when you put your mind to something, you actually get it done.

Reliability is definitely not one of my strong points.

Not to mention I spend all my time searching for something new, something exciting, a way to push my boundaries, that I don’t really concentrate on getting anything done. I’ve spread myself so thin that sometimes it feels like I don’t even exist.

Sometimes I think that I’ve become so busy trying to live in the moment that I don’t really live at all.

SO. I’m going to turn this around! Get it right & make an effort.

Even though chances are, I’m going to forget about it by the time tomorrow rolls around.

But maybe not… And that’s where the big difference is, right?